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25 January 2020 @ 07:54 pm
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[mind_the_muse] This is a convergence of verses that I haven't established all of them yet. The base fanon for MTM he's with Jo and they're having a rocky relationship but are pretty much doing the hunting thing together with Sam (and Ruby sometimes much to Dean's dismay).

- Evil!Dean is one verse that I'm toying with.

[thetenspot] Dean's deal is talked about a lot. He and Jo are also together here but they just converge every so often and pick up where they left off. Sam is trying to get him out of his deal and the like. Also, to get Dean out of his deal twins (of Jo's) that lived in hell for 16-20 years hell time made the deal. Confusing yes but it's there.

[quotethis_muses] Duplicates. As it stands now it's kind of like two Alternate Planes of existence have merged so we're working off two deans, two sams and a few characters that sort of straddle the boundaries. Dean's with Jo though, he's the not man-whore of the two Deans.

My Sam - hegavemea45
My Jo - damnrightreo
My Duplicate Dean - fullonobiwan
My Duplicate Sam - notantichrist
Dean's Kids - wastedintheroad (Colby) & flickofmyknife (Parker)
Dean Winchester
14 February 2009 @ 12:01 am
170. TEN things on your to-do list.

1. Figure out how to get Sammy back on the side of not crazy.
2. Go see that Friday the 13th remake. Always some half naked chicks in those movies.
3. Kill the evil cupid in Georgia. Yeah, I said evil cupid.
4. Make up for the past.
5. Kick Ruby's ass, just for fun.
6. Kick Castiel's ass, I'll get the drop on him one of these days.
7. Do some scrapbooking.
8. Ha, were you paying attention?
9. Get the girl's oil changed.
9. Detail her too.

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Dean Winchester
08 December 2008 @ 10:51 am
152. TEN years

1. The first year without Mom.
2. The first year without Sam.
3. The year with Sam looking for Dad.
4. The first year without Dad.
5. The last year before hell.
6. The first year in hell.
7. The sixth year in hell.
8. The 20th year in hell.
9. The 30th year in hell.
10. The 40th year in hell.

Muse Dean Winchester
Fandom Supernatural
Dean Winchester
23 June 2008 @ 12:49 pm
Can't we all just get along?
Dean Winchester
19 June 2008 @ 05:48 pm
I really want some apple pie.
Dean Winchester
19 June 2008 @ 11:29 am
I wonder if she'll wait. Again.
Dean Winchester
14 June 2008 @ 11:44 am
I never wanted to leave them.
Dean Winchester
100. TEN fictional characters that you'd like to meet and what one question you would ask them.

1. Alf. I'm wondering how cat's taste with the fur still on. I mean like we eat them in Chinese places and shit but still, not furry. Gotta wonder how the guy dealt with furballs in his throat.

2. James Bond. Where do you meet those women man? Seriously.

3. McGyver. You ain't got nothing on Sammy and Me. How come you get your own show?

4. Pussy Galore. Did you just hate your parents or what?

5. Michael Knight. Dude what's it like to have a car to do all your bidding? That's gotta be sweet. Sometimes I wish my baby would talk back, she'd probably call Sammy a Yeti.

6. Frankenstein Monster. You're way smarter in the book than any of the movies. Don't let it get you down but what's with the killing kids thing? Just let the little girl play alone. (Yes, I've read thanks.)

7. Jason Voorhees. Why do you go after the slutty chicks? They got so much more to live for than the prudish ones.

8. Bo Duke. Can I drive?

9. Daisy Duke. I dropped my contact can you help me look for it?

10. Maverick. Kick ass. Can I fly?

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Dean Winchester
Tears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky

The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah

Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Hey baby its only life
Yea it's only life

You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard

But you can't win
If you never give in
To that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it


Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
No, don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life

Life's this thing now. He always took it forgranted before. He took just about everything for granted before except for Sammy. Sammy, he knew what it was like to loose Sam one way or another. So there's life. It's almost a tangible thing to him now. Tangible in that he knows that he's not always going to have it; as in he knows it's less than two months and he's a goner and there's not a damn thing he can do about it. He should be over it by now, just have accepted it but it's not really an easy thing when he's got a brother who brings it up all the fucking time and a girl who looks at him like he's continually breaking her heart. He is, he knows that. He was selfish when he started this with Jo but it's too late now and he's just going to be selfish to his fucking grave because she's pretty much the reason he wants to keep breathing.

But there's this thing called life and he fooled himself that he was actually living it when he was whoring it up and drinking till he passed out. He thought maybe that was living but the real living is waking up with a curl he loves curled up in his arms and to hear the slow steady breathing her proof of life. To have her smack him around and beat him senseless when he fucks up. To have her look at him like he's everything she wants and that she wants to kill him for giving things up he didn't quite have yet (at the time he gave it up).

Living is having Sam fighting like hell by his side to help people and fighting like hell to save him. It's Sam looking like he's a lost little puppy wanting to bang a demon without wanting to admit he wants to bang a demon even though he's probably already banging a demon. It's a risky business kinda thing. It's Sammy with his heart on his sleeve being a jerk and trying to play stupid pranks that Jo wants to kill him for cause she inevitably gets caught in the crossfire.

Life is just this thing he's got to do till he dies but he's starting to actually enjoy it. It's beautiful that way and he knows he sounds like a sap and he always swore he'd never be one of those little bitches who gets led around by his balls. He's not quite there yet but it's close and he knows that too. It's the crazy time in his life when things seem insane. When things seem like nothings going to go right because he's got to fucking die and leave the two most important people in his world alone. He wants more mornings of waking up with Jo and kissing the shit out of her to stop her mindless rantings. He wants to curl around her and beg for more sleep and let her throw him out a couple of times so he can beg for forgiveness and prove to her how much he fucking loves everything about her as much as he hates some things about her.

It's only life though, it shouldn't mean this much all the time. It should mean less or more or ... something. He just wants to keep living it. Why is that so goddamn hard for him.

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Dean Winchester
97. TEN things you cannot stand about your partener/bestfriend/sibling.

1. Jo's not a nasty right hook. And let me tell you I've been on the wrong end of that one too many times. Lately she's been calling em' love taps but there aint no love behing some of em'. I know for sure they're mostly, "remember me" taps and "I want to hate you but I can't" taps. And there's definitely the "I love you so much it's gonna hurt when you die" taps. Those come often. But the ones I get the most are the "You are so so so so so so stupid" taps and those? Hurt like a bitch.

2. She snores. Sometimes, when the air is humid out and she gets all clogged up the woman sounds like she's sawwing logs. Worse than Sammy!

3. She made me love her. Never thought I was a love kinda guy. Especially after Cassie and everything but then comes in that tiny blonde with a right hook and a great ass.

4. The way she looks at me sometimes like she's begging me not to leave her alone. I sure as hell feel a little bit more dead everytime it happens cause hell if I want to leave her and Sammy. I just want to gather her up and shush the unshed tears and tell her that I'm not going anywhere but I can't. That's not how this story ends.

5. She can pout with the best of them. I try my best not to let it affect me but damn if it works most of the time. She's got the cutest sexiest pout that would stop a man in his tracks. What's worse is I know she uses it when she's conning and trying to get her way out of trouble. I don't want another man looking at those lips. Ever again.

6. When she's pissed she tries the silent treatment but unlike me and Sammy she can't stand the silence so she finally starts talking to my brother about this and that and it makes absolutely no sense so I have to turn up REO just to get her to shut up and when she realizes it she smacks me hard usually on the back of the head.

7. When she's pissed she can also be a huge cock-tease. I don't really think I have to explain that one too much now do I?

8. She swings her hips in this way that just leaves guys drooling. And the bitch does it on purpose to get me riled up and not in that nice way. She usually saves it for when she's pissed and trying to make me jealous.

9. She likes to hear me say "I love you" she tries to coax it out of me as often as possible which, let's face it, isn't that often. I think it's just going to make it harder but she wants to hear it anyway. The way my lips curl around the words and her whole body sort of stiffens and then relaxes like she's melting in her boots.

10. She's just Jo. Infuriating, suffocating, beautiful, amazing Jo. And that's enough.

11. Cause I can. She thinks she's a damn good hunter and I'm not about to go against what Jo thinks but I'm scared of her momma and she better never get herself killed or I swear I'm crawling up from hell to haunt her ass in heaven or where ever she ends up. Which will be heaven. Cause she's a good girl even if she likes to pretend she's bad.

Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural